I have been having a very strong internal battle with myself lately. What I really want is to be home. To be available. I want to have a clean and organized home, filled with love and I, for the most part have been enjoying doing what it takes to do that, and if not at the moment I always enjoy the nice rewards that come afterward. It is hard to not overschedule ourselves when there really are so many great options of good things to do out there. But when I really think about what I want for my family right now it is to not be so busy that I don't have time to go for bikerides with the kids, which is what they really are asking for. Right now I find myself saying "no" to bikerides all too often because we are too "busy", "we have too many other things we need to get done today." So, this article that a friend sent to me has in essence "given me permission" to do what my inner self has been telling me to do and slooooooooooow down. One of my favorite afterschool memories growing up was to come home to some freshly baked homemade cookies. This was years ago and I can still picture in my mind what those cookies looked like and smell how the house smelled. I want to be able to slow down enough to make those cookies with my kids too. I think those moments of comfort and security given to a child freely is what makes the world go 'round. Well, I better get to bed, I have an important day ahead of me and my children deserve a well rested mother.
















